I WAS GOING TO MEET GOD.

Encounter the Society's God doctrine through the experience from which it developed, before reducing it to propositions.

I went into a ketamine therapy clinic for a scheduled appointment. I was comfortable on a sofa with headphones and music while ketamine entered through an IV.

As it began, I started thinking about dimensional space. I tried to imagine what it would be like for a higher-dimensional being to move around a wall in a way that would look, from our perspective, like moving through it.

My consciousness began to expand. I still knew my body existed somewhere. I knew I was breathing. I knew I had a heartbeat. But I was no longer inside it.

I traveled farther and faster through space-time until I understood where I was going.

Eventually I arrived. Everything became still. I knew I had reached the place where God was.

I felt God's love everywhere. Pure, unadulterated love. I waited because I was finally going to meet God face to face.

But there was nobody else there.

There was no separate God in the room. There was not really a room. There was not really a me.

I am God. We are God. God is not even aware that God exists.

What happened? What caused it? What does it mean? Keep all

three answers separate.

________________________________________________________________

________________________________________________________________